18/11/2011 :Holding back the crawling chaos

Well have had a very good and positive day today. Finally had good sleep which is always nice. As for the title of todays blog, everything in the house is misplaced. I think I underestimated the time it would take(or my own personal energy levels) as everything I do something else leaks from somewhere else. I've been working for 5 hours on it today and still stuff everywhere. Ohhh how i look forward to getting it cleared and really am going  to smudge this house to within an inch of it existence!

Also fully grabbed exercise today and spent a rather pleasant few hours in the gym. Was what I needed. Now to plan the weekend, I'm hoping I can finsih off tonight and perhaps get some Kundalini work done, which would be nice.

The small man will be going over to see his father tomorrow and have been trying to figure out what to do with my Saturday. My Sunday will be filled with the delights of LARP(live action  roleplay) something I've not been able to do for years and well back with avengeance. Plus after the last few weeks, running around a forest with a foam latex sword, fighting people, sounds like a perfect release.

Well i thinkI have nothing more to say then this tonight.....

"Iä! Iä! Cthulhu fhtagn!"

17/11/2011 : All slow today

Well didn't have the best sleep last night, but this morning had a busy morning planned so got Damian off to school, sat down with a coffee, put empty cup on table and woke up at 12pm. To say the least was not amused that I had ended up zoning out totally. Went to meet Andy and have a wonder round town, got back, went shopping with my son, put the god dammed bed together and well have had a slow slow slow day. Nothing much is happening. I think the chaos is finally getting to me. So much so that I'm finding it difficult to do my usual  ritual.

 The final putting together of the bed, nearly did finish me off, tired and ratty, it had various expletives directed at it and holding of head in hands, but I got there and well persistence pays off in the end.

Tomorrow will be spent, tidying and cleaning and if i have time, will smudge the entire house. I'm looking forward to a relaxing but busy weekend, but want the house to be in order or I will be continuously on edge! Thankfully the bed is now down and for the first time in 11 days I'm a going to get a good nights sleep. All very mundane today, but as I said, slow slow day!

But time to step back and relax soon!

NNB